Maybe I was Much too Selfish...

Enjoying the sounds of Wreckers.
While I sit here in a grumpy mood for no reason.
I have been in this funk all damn day long.
Not sure if its because I just needed some alone time today or what.
But my face has been scrunched up since I woke up...

I am over this though.
We are not fighting. The old Brittney is coming back slowly but surely.
He wants to be with me; Marry me, and have children with me...
But we still cannot be together.
And she can still stay over.
I dont like that!
But every time I start to bring it up, I remember why we are in this predicament in the first place.
My dumb ass.
But how long does it have to go on?
Its been about a month and a half.
So many conversations, and fights, and really great times.
I am just so ready to be with him again.
To be his girlfriend.
To live together again...
To be on that old path again and never stray from it.

But let me get back to this website.
The old Brittney would stay up until it was finished.
Haha!!

&& Thats the Truth of the Matter...