A gentle reminder

Dear Reader,
This message is for myself. To help me deal with this situation and do some changing...
You may disregard...

Dear Brittney,
You hurt him...
Be grateful that he wants to forgive you.
TRUST HIM.
You have to let go of the person that he used to be...
The situation with Alexis is the exact reason that he wanted to break up and start over again in the first place. So that you wouldn't feel the way you always feel about him..
In the past years, name 2 things he has done for you not to trust him.
Ohh.
You cant.
Remember how much he has changed, and how far he has come.
Give him the benefit of the doubt.
He has NO reason to lie to you now.
You're are not together.
If you don't chill out and stop being so stressful, and ornery, you will lose him.
Stop listening to everyone else about how you don't need that, and don't deserve that.
What he says and how you feel are the only things that matter!
Look at every argument, or something that bothers you, as a challenge to prove him wrong.
Be the girl you were in the beginning.
The one the would do anything, and not get upset about much at all..
Thats how you won him the first time,
DO IT AGAIN!
No problem.
TRUST HIM.
If you would've done that in the first place, you wouldn't be in this situation you're in now.
You don't have to be perfect.
Just don't be a stressor in his life.
Dont give him anything bad to say about you.
Dont let that girl get to you.
She means nothing in the big scheme of things.
You've got this.