We woke up at 12 since neither of us had work/school this morning which is rare.
I am laying there and he cuddles up to me and asks how I want our wedding kiss to be. This question made me happy to answer, and to demonstrate.
How is it that one day, you wanna marry someone, and the next day you never wanna speak to them again? Why do our feelings change so often?
Because feelings are not fact. They are temporary and subject to change.
Feelings should come with a disclaimer.
Side affects: Spewing of words mixed with any emotion, confusion, lack of reason, etc.
There is another side of it all...
More side effects: Unearthly happiness, indescribable sensations, glowing.
Let me get to my point.
Yesterday while I was blogging, I was frustrated, and angry, and felt so dumb and ignorant.
Tonight while I blog, I feel peaceful. In love; Grateful for him and others in my life. I feel that unearthly happiness.
He gives me a sense of security in my life.
I dont wanna go to school, but he pushed me to it anyway because he believes in me. He gives me hope for a future that I never thought was possible. He forces out this side of me that I want to come more natural. This at-ease human being that can roll with the punches; no matter how hard those punches my be.
And the statements above are facts, and will never change.
&&Thats the Truth of the Matter
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